oddity

Kitty got my tongue

2011-10-24T15:15:00.002+08:00

So I've been in Skudai for almost 2 months now and I survived here without going back home for 5 weeks and counting (HAHAHAHA). Anyways, recently I handled an event- sorta like a talent show (which is exactly what it was). To say that it was a success is such a lie and to say that it was dead is an understatement. It was okay, I think- considering the people here. So that event was in conjunction to my college's family day-ish. One of the people they invited was a group of talented people who excelled in performing arts (if you may) instead of academic. And somehow I find it disturbing how one the fellas asked me something, which I thought was reasonably ridiculous. Hmm.. And I do find it disturbing and uneasy how people stare at me (bukan perasan k) like I'm wearing nothing when in fact I'm wearing my baju kurung. Scanning like I'm some sort of.. barcode? HAHAH Okay, itu macam tipu. But it seems like I'm being judge and being looked down with no substance. Unfair much? Seriously, there's more to me than meets the eye okay. That is all. I should not say more nanti tersalah cakap.

but I really do feel that I'm being tested about my religion here..

CLEARLY

2011-10-05T19:27:00.005+08:00

you proved me right. I was wrong to place such hopes on you. No matter, now I definitely learned my lesson.

Anyways, university life has been quite.. interesting I might say. New friends, new people (with the exception of a few people), new environment and new stories (HAHA). What was no different than before was: people's attitude, Frankie and boys.

New: So I made a few new friends. Most of them are my classmates aka my coursemates. They are not bad once you get to know them. I slowly did. I'm currently in a new surrounding, UTM Skudai which is a rather huge campus I'd say. As how Hazim would say,"So kira you jalan 1 kilometer+ everyday??" That might be an exaggeration on some days, but usually I might've walked that far. And also many new stories- which I did not expect at all. Naturally one or maybe just me would think that people would just grow up, but no. Yes, it is somehow related to the last statement for the same-ol-same-ol.

Same-ol-same-ol: People's attitude. Yes, this I do not understand. I'm not trying to bad mouth anyone or imply anything here but, WHY do people always have that stereotype about me? Someone please enlighten me. Is it because of where I come from? Or is it because of the way I dress? Or is it because I speak more English than usual people? Or is it because of how I react to things? What is it? Pleaaaase! But thank goodness that I've met some nice people who I think is cool about me :) Frankie is the same for I brought him along with me to Johor. Boys. Seriously, mereka sangat lucu. Annoying pun ada. I'm not gonna say more. But do note that I'm here to study and not meet someone okay. Itu lain cerita.

And yeaaahh. So currently, I am doing my degree in Electrical Engineering (Mechatronics) at UTM Skudai, Johor. OMG!! The world DEGREE ._. That sounds very grown up okay. One of the many things I refuse to be willingly(lol we'll see) HEHE And insyaAllah I get to graduate in 4 years time. And hopefully I get to experience the greatest university life-experience evurrr (as how some people told me) !!!

Cheers to a wonderful university life for me :))

2011-09-19T20:37:00.003+08:00

"Sabar itu separuh daripada iman."

Being patient with anything has its limit. Then again, what else can you do when it is out of your control? Sabar je laah.

You guys are worth it :)

2011-07-23T00:44:00.005+08:00

I guess I've been having a pretty crappy month you'd say. Cussed like a crazy drunk pirate I have (REALLY not proud of it) for some (actually one) reason(s). Heck I don't wanna talk about it cos it's not worth it. AT ALL. Though, I now know that during that one long dreadful month, once I've had a few good days (with someone I like especially) and a good cry, I feel a whole lot better. It was worth it I guess :)

(+Kar and ...)

p.s: rewind, stop, play and stay that way forever?

p.p.s: it might be all in my head and super silly, but I forever wish that that would come true.

surprise me and prove me wrong if you can

2011-06-11T00:20:00.003+08:00

I don't blame you cos I would want the same thing.

Damn it girl, you have got to stop!

I'm putting my feet down.

Talk

2011-05-25T23:52:00.002+08:00

1. Honestly I think I'm nice. But not that nice. As in a pretty decent kind of person maybe. I don't hate people. But it's not that I like all of the people I know. Sometimes it does or does not have anything to do with what they might or might have not done to me. I try to be nice to those that I'm not really fond of. But I do try to make it obvious if I'm not in the mood to talk to them. Though when I try to make something obvious, it really is obvious. But how come every single time, you just don't get it? And the timing, OHMYGOD! Timing isn't really everything, but in your case it is. Especially when I'm not in a good mood. I would love to just tell you off but that would not be right since all you did was say "Hi". And now it's either I put a fake smile and pretend that everything is okay or tell you off or avoid you.

2. Putting everything aside, I really do think you don't actually care. Frankly I seem to be fine with that. But the thing is, eventually I won't be. So stop everything that you're doing, stop everything that I'm doing. This doesn't make sense. It should cos I don't want to blame you for anything. Darn.

Never say never

2011-05-05T23:03:00.002+08:00

Defeated. Disappointment is just blergh. Feeling that and never have the urge to do something about it. How pathetic. Placing high hopes on me and giving me hopes is just.. I know. But I won't do anything about it unless I want to. Doing that is just another, "Hello disappointment, again". And that really is not a good feeling you want to have over and over again. I know things won't come my way if I don't do anything about it. There is just no need to do so if it isn't my calling I somehow think. But this is life and damn it's hard. Like it or not I just gotta do it I guess.

Illusions

2011-05-05T22:31:00.003+08:00

Things have been good lately. Sometimes too good. Too good that I feel like something bad is going to happen. I surely hope not, but it's just a feeling. Feelings can be wrong right?

It's back. Can't deny the fact that I was screaming on the inside when I read it. I was freaking baffled! Not sure if I used that term correctly, but I was--baffled. I mean my imaginations can run pretty wild, so for it to actually.. Well, yeah. All that did make me jump up and down but honestly, I'm just terrified. So scared and freaking out at the same time that that would happen again if I let my guard down. And the first time that happened didn't end so well. Therefore kind person, when you are done with that other thing, please, please, pleaaaase don't do that again to me.

2011-04-28T01:00:00.003+08:00

It's funny how emotions work. They change all the time. How should I handle this? It's been dragging for so long. I don't think I have the guts to do what I wanna do. Reckless as I already am, I feel like I need to be even more reckless to get what I want. Waiting is one thing--waiting for the right moment. Then again, why should I wait for something that I know won't come to me? Have faith. Putting hope on something or someone. How can I do that again without being hurt? Disappointment is so overrated.

That weird?

2011-04-25T00:55:00.002+08:00

Okay, so I've been into certain stuff lately and some might say that my kind of "stuff" that I'm into is quite disturbing. Honestly it is an odd topic, but they are true stories. Stories about real people that really happened. Not some fantasy that people create to feel better about themselves.

For example, I've been reading about brilliant people (in my point of view) that are mistaken to be..not normal in their days, past leaders and some about people who has major issues in their life who took the stupidest road ever--taking their own life. Frankly I do find it odd that I'm interested in these kind of stories. It's just interesting to see how people react in real life. Making decisions, observing their behavioral patterns. Just a thought.

p.s: To anyone who reads this, DO NOT ever take your own life. It's stupid.

p.p.s: Who reads this?? HAHA

Foundation-- checked!

2011-04-22T23:29:00.003+08:00

Today marks one week after my finals. I officially finished my foundation and my 5 months of free time had started. Surely I'm gonna miss my roomates and lecture-mates as they are all scattered somewhere in Malaysia *sigh* Though, so far it's been awesome :)) Lotsa smiles since then. Thank you.

What am I suppose to do now?

Bieberblast!

2011-04-22T22:44:00.003+08:00

Didn't manage to get that many snapshot of the Bieber. But it was all good as I DID SEE HIM AND LET ME TELL YOU, HE IS SO CUTE!!! The crowd was loud-- I was loud. Screamed my head off after Arinah and I had a mini argument with a mother. Psshh -.- The Biebster is waaaay awesome in person (talking as if I met him HAHA )

He started off with Love Me. The crowd went wild I tell ya!

The list of songs he performed in order (yes, I remembered TEEHEE) :

Love Me
Runaway Love
Bigger
Never Let You Go (acoustic)
Favourite Girl (acoustic)
One Less Lonely Girl (Damn that lucky girl! ._. )
Never Say Never
Somebody To Love
Pray
One Time
Eenie Meanie
Baby

Before Baby, Good freaking Charlotte came on stage!!! Well..Joel Madden actually and he performed Dance Floor Anthem. Twas freakin awesome. Definitely going for another concert if he does come back here :D :D

after the concert

Bieber got swag :))

Yes,

2011-04-20T21:10:00.005+08:00

I'm going for my first concert ever tomorrow.

I'm beyond excited for Thursday night.

I'm going to Justin Bieber's concert.

my first concert is going to be Justin Bieber's concert.

I'M FREAKING SCREAMING ON THE INSIDE.

See you Thursday Bieber! :)))

I've decided

2011-04-18T11:47:00.001+08:00

that I'll just watch you from afar.

2011-04-07T21:50:00.003+08:00

Sometimes it's easier if I have a friend who does not know my world.

You were that friend but you had to do what you did. Now I is lost.

to do list

2011-04-04T15:39:00.005+08:00

breathe

miss my awesome UM friends

take pictures w/ my awesome UM friends

play w/ my awesome UM friends

KICK BUTT FOR FINALS

Am I seasonal?

2011-04-04T02:29:00.003+08:00

Why do you have to appear in my life again? Why did I make that silly move? Why am I always weak whenever it's about you? Why can't I just move on? Why now when I'm having my finals? Why does it hurt so much? Why must you be so charming? Why do you do this to me? What the heck do you really want from me? What am I suppose to do now?

Tell me and end this please.

GO!

2011-03-22T02:26:00.006+08:00

I really don't get myself. I mean it's understandable if other people don't but I should. It gets really complicated when I actually manipulate my own brain. For a moment I think of one thing and then a second later I think about the exact opposite. It doesn't make sense, at least to me.

Once I've made up my mind one something, I'll make sure I go through with it till the end. Though sometimes I do get distracted with other stuff and bleeergh-- I'll have this great disappointment towards me, like my world is going to end and I have no future. Seriously this cycle is really not healthy. Not to mention unnecessary. I know sometimes I have anger issues (some might not notice). I'm trying my best to not just burst out, calm my self and explain to myself that it's silly. Yes, I am a control freak and sometimes a perfectionist, it's getting worse. Maybe I have yet to accept that fact about me or maybe I am just that bad of a person that has major issues. This uses a LOT of brain energy and I don't think I ~~should~~ want to do that anymore. It's stupid. It's super exhausting. I should have better things to do. I need a hobby.

What happened to that part of me who thinks about rainbows, unicorns and pixie dust? That's a lie. Maybe just awesome pixie dust. Okay, I'm thinking about it..right now! Awesome.

Yes, this I want--Pixie Dust.

(For all I know it might just be paper cut outs, marbles and blue glitter in that awesome bottle)

Oh Almighty friend of mine, please teach me how to be awesome like you!

거짓말

2011-03-19T17:05:00.006+08:00

My doctor told me I might be "stressed". I don't know if this is true but it isn't impossible, isn't it? Drama and shit happens around me and I guess my brain has been over analyzing unnecessarily thought. Stupid brain and people -.- I really don't know why I care so much. Then again, some people being people makes it so hard for me being me. Instead of doing all this, can I just lay at the beach all day and not get tanned? Well that is just stupid. Finals are in 2 weeks and I haven't started dating the books yet.

"When you are asked to do something, do it and do it fast. Procrastination is the thief of time."

-Prefects Rule of Thumb no (??)

Well my momma asked me to study but.. guilty. And the above rule of thumb that I supposedly follow is a total failure. Oopsie!

Gosh, I can't wait for finals to end but not PASUM. Sure it might have been a drag at first but the people grew on me :3

DIE JIMINY DIE

2011-02-06T20:53:00.005+08:00

I ~~think~~ know that I've been posting a lot for negative post. That is just ridiculous! I am a happy weird freaky person who is trying her best to live her life and should push away all the negative shit. Yes. So some stuff did knock me down ~~most of the time~~ sometimes. But it does not give me the right to plaster a fake smile on my face. It should be a sincere smile and not those fake awkward plasticky smiles. Let me smile because I want to. So many happy things in this world, in my life that I overlook. I always see things that others have and fail to see what I have. This has got to change.

That's the problem. I am the problem. Like sheit! SHUT IT JIMINY!

This should be the last.

gloomyness

2011-02-06T04:22:00.005+08:00

All the things that are happening around me and all sorts of emotions are really not good for me nor Jiminy. Now that I think back, I feel like I really am a dark person. Heck, I am. I know who I am and who I'm not. I too am human. I have flaws. Though doing the right thing-- to fix these flaws is not something I intend to do. And I have a problem with this. Yes, I have issues. Internal monologue sucks.

On the bright side, jellyfish and Kuzco rules! :D

lemon ink

2011-02-06T02:36:00.002+08:00

I lied.

I sometimes I wish that you would still be my knight in shining armor

2011-02-05T23:12:00.003+08:00

be nice :)

Blows up teen

2011-01-15T18:28:00.003+08:00

I have principles. Principles that I promised myself to stick to. I like promises. I believe that they are not meant to broken. Therefore, I do not plan to break my principles. I truly believe that I am a complex person. If you don't like complex, stay away.

Teenagers make mistakes. Though I feel that my "mistakes" boundary is restricted. Everything I do seem to be wild and crazy to you. HAVE YOU MET ME?! Clearly you haven't. I might have done a few wacky, childish stuff and can be really annoying but I don't do all those bad stuff. I don't do drugs, I don't do alcohol. I mean, honestly, that's just stupid. And I'm NOT stupid. I know my boundaries. I know the rights and wrong. If I do make a slip turn, then I'll LEARN. That's how the process goes. To think when I'm about to be open up and not keep to myself, shit happens. Nice. No wonder I am who I am. Not that I have a problem with me. I think you do.

A dear friend told me--"2011 is the year for me to get out of my comfort zone". How am I suppose to do that if my comfort zone is all messed up? I don't even know if I have a comfort zone anymore.

Sorry.

Silly things become big and big things are belittled. I appreciate my life but it just suck. Can't get any worse can it? So the only thing I'm looking forward to is going to Justin Bieber's concert. Hope it's not to "wild" for me.

I miss my happy place.

2011-01-08T23:34:00.007+08:00

my current obsession.

THEY RULE!

2011-01-08T23:19:00.003+08:00

Honestly, I haven't.

I tried.

I have to try harder.

I have to stop.

I need to move on.

Being like this will take me nowhere.

Breaking down in the middle of the night won't do.

You shall be my first chocolate strawberry.

That is all.

Done.

Bye.

twenty-eleven

2011-01-08T22:53:00.007+08:00

Yes, my very first post for 2011.

Yes, it's 2011.

Yes, so far I have to say that I'm not very fond of 2011.

Yes, I really loved 2010.

Too bad I have to let go.

So I would just like to point out that many things happened last year. It may be too late but who cares. I don't. I learned many things the past year. Like how to kill 6 months by doing nothing, how to miss your friends dearly, how to live like a university student, and how to fall for someone and get your heart broken. It truly was a learning year for me.

Welcomed 2011 with a bunch of new friends of mine in "Kay-Ell". Mum was shocked when I told her where I was heading to that NYE. That night was filled with laughter, jokes, fireworks, flour, 3am-cheeseburgers, dirty lake water and a birthday song. Frankly speaking it was a great way to welcome the new year -- with friends. Though the previous year, where I spent it at my hometown was still the best. I have my reasons.

So I hope for a better year. 2011, you will love me!

2011, KANPAI!

research

2010-08-20T23:49:00.003+08:00

Being me; I question tons of stuff.

Littlest things. True that I may be a perfectionist at times. Wanting this to go exactly how its suppose to be. Well nothing can be EXACTLY how I want it to be, never. There will be always some glitches that will make things at least a little bit different or off. So, there's no escaping from feeling wanting to be selfish at times (maybe all the time). I really feel bad about feeling the way how I am currently. I just don"t make sense at all! It's like there's this part of me where there's a need to please people because I know it'd make me all warm on the inside. Though some other freak is just dying to say, 'MOVE OVER B****!' and just do things wildly and be the bad person. Seriously, crazy much? It's like I don't know myself anymore. I ask myself: Who am I? Who do I look up to? Am I really happy?

For the past hour, all I can come up with is that I'm the kind of person that cries when Andy and Woody separates to move on with their lives and when the cast grief in their own way when George O'Malley died. Tell me, who am I?

one and a half semester left.

2010-07-23T12:59:00.006+08:00

Today marks the 2 months of me being a university student. 2 semesters. 1 year foundation in science. Being here isn't that bad :)

My dorm life starts eventhough I go back home every week. My bedtime is usually around 3am and class starts at 8am and ends at 5. We get a one hour break in between.

Studies are alright I guess. Though I have moments where I go, "SH** I tak faham this sucject langsung!" or maybe "Why am I here learning this again?" This is the part where I question my presence here, learning bunch of technical stuff where you need to concentrate and focus. And this is also where many questions start popping in my head. This may or may not lead to me staring into space like how I always did for the first half of 2010. When all of the above happens, I tend to cast myself in my own world.

Anyways, people here are ... okay? Well meeting people here was kinda-almost-not really a culture shock to me(?) 'Cause meeting people here are like meeting people from everywhere in Malaysia and maybe some from other countries. Safe to say that I know who to avoid and who to give my trust to. Apart from that, boys (-.-'') Yeah well graduating from a girls school doesnt exactly prepare you for this new environment. Some of them tend to be really rude. Don't get me wrong, there are nice dudes around. Funny and crazy ones too. I guess it all depends on who you meet.

Dramas and whatever not I try to avoid. I still do find it interesting but sometimes unnecessary especially about little things and when you yourself go out and look for it. Besides that, I see many two individuals who got to know one another which may or may not lead to something not that I'm implying something to anyone *ahem* HAHA

And FRIENDS! Yes I'm happy to say that I made friends. I have friends who I stick around with, my classmates and people I interact with in the lecture hall. My roomate (+ next door neighbours) and I get along :)) We have our crazy moments most of the time. My roomate is Farra and my next door neighbours are Arinah and Farah. So this Farra and I have something in common; we always have our sound effects :B People put their weird faces when they hear us (mainly me) make weird sounds in the lecture hall. I guess that is not normal for a person to produce weird noises (?) and I always thought the opposite. Us four people are getting to know one another and it easier since we are all taking the same course and live next door. Therefore we always have our special dinner every Thursday evening. Just like last night, we actually walked for 45 minutes just to get our hands on some yummy KFC chicken. It was worth it. TEE-HEE-HEE :) My tutorial classes are okay so far. At first it was kinda akward for me to get along with my new classmates but who doesn't have that akward moment?

***

Computer Science FJAF0112

Mr Z was explaining infront about the Binary Coded Decimal. Out of nowhere ...'

*points at me*

'YOU BAJU PURPLE! BANGUN!'

*shocked and scared face*

'Me?'

'Yes you! Next week kamu akan diri depan ni explain about the addition yang saya baru ajar. What's your name?'

'Salwa?'

'Group apa?'

' C1'

'Okay next week. Salwa dari C1 akan explain pasal slide ni. So next week saya nak kamu ingatkan saya. Saya nak kamu semua jerit nama dia,'' SALWA! SALWA! SALWA C1!!" '

* a week later*

They people in the hall did the exact same thing. Chanting kinda thing. I was like WTH?! All the curse words were in my head. So I did the presentation and somehow my voice was super squeaky over the microphone. After the lecture people were all like, ''Salwa C1. Salwa C1'' This continued for two weeks minimum. Also whenever people refer me, they go, ''Ohhh.. Salwa C1 eh?''

-.-

***

**My friend told me how they cooked maggi in a pail and ate it ramai-ramai when they were in boarding school. How interesting 8)

2010-07-17T00:03:00.003+08:00

I'm a university kid.

HOW!

2010-07-04T12:56:00.003+08:00

I can't be all bright and cheery all the time. It's draining the life out of me and seriously, penat gila. I can have my down moments too. There's just so much a person can do. So just because I smile, it does not mean I'm fine. I'm doing my best to look at the bright side every time and kick the downside's butt :) Being alone is fine by me, then I won't get hurt. But what is it if I'm alone, distancing myself from the people I care about.

2010-04-30T20:08:00.006+08:00

chocolate strawberry

♥

April -- checked!

2010-04-30T19:21:00.003+08:00

I can't say how glad I am that April is over. Though there's still no news about you. I'm waiting. I'm still alive just so you know. The thing is that my brain is playing tricks on me.

False hopes changes a person. To get that from someone you care about, it doesn't really matter much. Because for that split second when you can be happy, smiling like a freaking idiot makes it feels great. It made me believe that I deserve to be happy. But when it's gone, your whole world comes crashing. What a negative energy it brings out. I might have done that to you. It's not cool. AT ALL. Sorry. Some part of me knows what is going to happen. Though denial make me believe that a BIG FAT MIRACLE will happen and that it is all just a lie.
And becoming that person I hate is definitely not on my list but judging at the situation, it seems like I am slowly becoming that person. My fears are coming to reality and it's turning me to a very ugly person. Fears do pretty crap loads to me and the people around me.

Issues involving that matter is easily solved by blaming you. You made it so clear. Not sure if I can be that way around you like that anymore. Sorry.

Gosh, I hate breaking promises. REALLY.

I CAN LIVE WITH EATING SUSHI EVERYDAY

2010-04-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

Words are not good enough. Close maybe, but no.

I feel greedy for wanting so many things.

Not cool.

I totally stole them from tumblr

EMO Sushi Bank

2010-04-05T23:09:00.003+08:00

meet my EMO Sushi Jar named JAR :)

which rhymes with KAR

I'll be giving JAR

a ride in the CAR

when I'm off to meet my Bank buddies

which I know will be somewhere FAR

:))

can't wait to see them again! ^^

it's April, FOOL!

2010-04-01T02:24:00.004+08:00

*coughcough*

*clears throat*

It's April :)

I'd like to have a great month pretty please with an unagi on top of the sushi.

So here's some stuff thats going on around me:

>I have been driving to PJ every week without fail (especially to Munira's workplace)

>Sofeya passed her driving test (finally) :B So did Fai and Amira ( btw, I am waiting for my rides :D)

>Amal and Munira are working people

>Eishah, Amira, Kartika and Amal are college students

>Sofeya, Fai and I are successfully unemployed =.=

Thinking of other stuff, I have a FEW strands of grey hair! :O maybe it's because of the same things that I've been thinking about too much for the past week.

and and somehow, I have been relating myself with a LOT of songs :B

I also have been tweeting too much!

If it wasn't obvious enough,

I have been updating my blog every month? :D

YOU are being so mean and evil. Tell me straight okayy! I won't get mad :)

randoms :)

2010-03-29T00:30:00.002+08:00

and I say,

MERONG!

the hunt

2010-03-29T00:00:00.002+08:00

The title is the same as the title of a chapter from the book twilight or eclipse if I'm not mistaken :B
I feel like a psycho chasing the hello kitty perfume. Drove off to Mid Valley, One Utama, Curve and KLCC to find that cat! All with the same results -.- but there might still be hope! The shopkeeper at Perfume Gallery in OU said they are coming in mid-April :D I'll have to wait and see if the kitty's will arrive then :3 and with the remaining money, I intend to spend it on this!

*look down!*

'Aint she a beauty 8D First saw 'em at Converse in OU. Too bad I couldn't get them straight away cos they were the LAST pair and it was the WRONG size -.- I guess it wasn't my day :( but then I googled them at Converse in KLCC. Couldn't find them anywhere! Guess they've sold out (?) but then, NOO! :'((

Maybe I'll just have to find something else to spend on. but WHAT?! ._.

march

2010-03-28T22:44:00.002+08:00

You are ending in a few days. Should I be sad? I don't think I am 'cos April is coming. You have done well I guess, but sorry to say you're kinda full of tears and disappointments. Though less tears than February :) I don't want no more leaking from my eyes. I haven't leaked this much last year in total ._. and it has been 3 months since January, I am school-sick :(

I miss school dearly,

You can't imagine how much I miss my friends. Although I've been seeing a few of them lately, it's not the same as seeing them everyday :( OMG! I feel so jiwang right now ._. MMAAAHH! I'm getting softer nowadays -.-

YEAH

2010-03-10T18:43:00.004+08:00

ITS COMING

''i would rather bungee off a cliff then face you''

i shall (most prolly) ignore all text and calls.

thy is killing me mentally, emotionally and physically.

on the other hand,

internet is being shoo killable.

imma suppose to call the doodad like last week.

gotsa do that asap before mummay comes back or imma dead ._.

and tis shoo @%$*#!! when X does acknowledge my presence and internet had to go off -.-

X is so weird

imma soo curious what X is thinking of

and and imma shad that Ys are (kinda) apart

and i think im ignored by Ys -.-

dont ignore me!

i hate being ignored

btw hello march

i hope you bring good news for me

i know

2010-02-18T00:37:00.004+08:00

or maybe i think

._.

stop!

2010-02-17T23:42:00.008+08:00

okay! i shall draw a line now. or maybe a circle or a bunny :B enough is enough. gotta stop with the emoness and depression and the negative vibe. me need to detox myself. life is good. i need the vibe of the weird extra optimistic person i kinda used to be ._. its draining me. especially that part. imma getting weak at that. but fear not! a stranger told me, ''just ask!'' thank you kind stranger. well i might have left a few words for certain reasons ;) but yeah. the point is that! just ask :)

p/s: and there's no need of lies :))

p/p/s: courage is required!

i like you :)

i want to wear a pretty poofy ball gown dress something like thish

and go to a sleepover in that :))

something's in invisible ink ;D

i need

2010-02-11T11:23:00.005+08:00

to (wo)man up

to pull myself together

to cool it

to stop being a coward

to stop thinking

to smile sincerely

to laugh out loud

to breathe

you

i am ~~not~~ fine :)

she, that person and i

2010-02-10T19:53:00.006+08:00

she is going crazy

she needs a stranger

it is going to burst

that person makes her crazy

she hates that person

she wants to stay away from that person

that person is clueless

she is dying slowly

the end

where for art thou romeo (?)

2010-02-08T22:05:00.007+08:00

and imma blogging. trying to channel something to somewhere :)

two days ago, i had a sleepover with tupai, ayam and fahim-ah :D i had shoo much fun! i planned it to be more of a girly sleepover thang but it turned out to be a guys shleep-o-bar ._. we played Modern Warfare 2 on the 'bangs'' obox (a lot of poetic words were forced out), ate a lot of junk food and tosai, video capturing moments and a day at Plaza Shah Alam :) the obox playing times was awesome! we like totally screamed at the tv and heard J. Biebers' song while killing people. it seemed so twisted and it lasted till 3am. though i do no recall much of ''talks'' :/ but i had shoo much fun so its okay :D

anel & fai

baling ah granade tu

okay jap.

*throws the granade*

oh shit, i lupe nak lari!

HAHAHAHAHHAHA

sunday is laik v-day. last year i spent the day by going to the school's cross country thang and later had a 'date' with fahim-ah :) this year, she is not free )): you saak! shoo i shall be inviting myself to one of you rempits' house :)) or so i thought i would. IMMA GROUNDED FOR THE FIRST TAIM T.T thanks a lot mummay :'(

so i shall spend my grounding days with gem, her guitar and tv :|

squishy the brain

2010-02-07T13:43:00.008+08:00

its been a while since i've blog. but like. .hmm yeah. its february. january was great :) but february, not so much so far. killing time slowing with gem and tv and outing with them people. squishy is rotting and i need a change like seriously. on the plus side, i got my license! (curse the jpj fella who had me worried) self learning new stuff is not bad but it gets boring after awhile. and yeah. im waiting for it to be official so i can steal the automobile to drive myself away.

tired of alone time with me. it makes me think too much and its always the same thing over and over again. it confusing how it is lately and i hate it. i need a stranger right now. im like beating myself to snap outa it. again with the songs. the only thing that can make me smile now is listening to him =_= but like yeah. i dont want this anymore, but i do :/ i'll wait and see how february goes. hopefully it ends well.

its all scattered

i want this back

all i can do now is keep swimming

i truly hope my wish comes true

make it come true :)

btw, self discovery sucks

arigatou!

2009-12-30T00:41:00.005+08:00

so so soo..

'tis the end of the year 2009. i know it is a day earlier than it should, but it is my last moments with dear 2009. in short, i'll just say, i LOVE you 2009! :D

i had my funs and some sad moments but mostly happy times. you feel me bro? hee. well i try to make the best out of it and remember them people that i met for the past 17 years 6 months and 3 days of my life. now i'm just talking nonsense now am i not? hmm. well, to say that nothing happened this year would be lying 'cos a lot did happened. things that might just change the way my mind works (?) so yea. i mean YEAH! -.- since high school ended, it sucks. SERIOUSLY. and now that chapter in my life just ended, i need to start a new one, which is kinda annoying yet exciting and at the same time scared but the good scared you know?

my future is not clear at all. i cannot predict what may or may not happen. im curious. i think i have 'semangat inkuiri yang agak tinggi' if you would say.

OMG!! WHY ON EARTH DO I REMEMBER SEJARAH STUFF NOW??! -____-''

but yes, curious i am.

im gonna miss recess

im gonna miss the times we lepak in class

im gonna miss playing and sleeping in class

im gonna miss all the sports stuff

im gonna miss school activities

im gonna miss camps

im gonna miss field trips

im gonna miss goofing around

im gonna miss doing prefect duties (??)

im missing my friends

all in all, i thank you 2009. you have done good to me. imma happy :D

ARIGATOU!

GOODBYE 2009 ):

and once again, i shall be away for the new years. so in advance,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

HELLO 2010!! :D

yuroshiku onegaishimasu!

i shall continue finishing my list(s) in 2010, ganbarimasu! :))

i miss them people, lets hang out! :D

2010, lets have a better year. kanpaii!!

just for fun, imma tell you one time :D HEEEEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEEE

wanna hear a story?

2009-12-25T00:25:00.005+08:00

so here is a story about ainil and a fella:

(copy pasted from msn :D)

ada sorang ni kan

nama die ainil tau

pastu die nak gi pindah dorm la kan

as in masuk college

pastu tetiba ada sorang mamat ni sesat

die jumpe the dude kat bilik die

kononya kan die duk situ ah kan

ps tu ainil ni cm wth la kan

tgk ada mamat kat bilik die

pas tu die gi check

die yg salah bilik

hahha

bodo kan?

pstu die cm slalu la terserempak ngan the mamat

since bilik dieorg opposite jee

so ainil tu cm malu la kaan

then

one dayy

ainil ni bengong tau

die terkunci luar rumah

hahha

menunggu ls die luar rumah tu sampai locksmith sampai

tgk tgk the locksmith tu mamat tu

hahahha

pastu cm mamat tu x jadi tolong ainil sbb die x suka ainil

hahha

hmm

lps tuuu

mamat tu blah masuk dorm die

then die dgr ada org main pinano

she thought cm eee

show off gilee

so cm whatever laa

a few hours later

die knocked on his door

requested nak tumpang toilet

hahaha

so she used the guy's toilet

in his room tuu die nampak la pictures of him and a girl and some gay stuff

haha

ainil was like wth???

cepat cepat die lari kluar bilik

tetiba langgar the dude yg bwk tea

haha

her top was spilt with tea

at the same time she thought : eee gay nya minum tea

hahahha

so yea

then the fella had no choice but to help her open the door

bila nak open the door

she saw this ginourmous roach

so she was like SHIIIT!!!

HAHA

ainil pergi tolak the fella dlm dorm dia

and locked the door

pastu die lari masuk dlm the guys dorm

hahha

locking the door

the guy was like babi la ainil!!

so he thought of going through her stuff and curi something

masa going through her stuff

he found this weird bunny with a collar tagged mushroom

so he thought he would steal that la

then masa nk tarik mushroom kluar

theres this string attached to it

the string was made out of metal

so he thought : OMG! i hv a psycho living near me!!

the fella panicked like crazy

lari turun tangga and all

then die jatuh

like tripped

4 flights of stairs

ainil tak dgr

cos she was like hiding in the toilet

the next morning baru she noticed

he was lying on the floor

she thought he was dead

but then he was snoring

so yea

so just to make sure la kan

ainil took the guy to the hospital

did the ct scan and all

then called the brother

waiting in the fellas ward

the fella bangun

he was like

i love you ainil

tgh senyum kambing

hahha

the doctor warned her that he would be a bit retarded when he wakes up

so theeen

she was huh?

retard

haha

so she had to take responsiblity la jugak

kinda

so she 'pretended' to be his gf

a week later

he was sane again

and turns out he kinda sorta do like ainil

ainil kinda sorta feels the same

so like it was no longer a pretend thing between them two

then he remembered the girl in the picture

and how gay he was

they were in his dorm hanging out

then ada this girly voice screaming

HEY!!! OPEN THE DOOOR!!! I WANNA KNOW HOW MY BABY IS DOING!

OPEN THE DOOR!

so she opened the door

terkejut die melihat it was the lady from the picture

so yea

then she was like shitttzzzz

i ruined their relationship

then he explained that the lady is his brother

he is a crossdresser

and all the gay stuff were presents from the brother

so she was like THANK GOD!!

then they all bonded

he played the pinano and she sang off keyy

THE END!

what do ya think? my first story :D

excuse the typos and really bad grammar for the story was just for ainil. HAHAHA kidding :P

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2009-12-23T12:08:00.000+08:00

funny how you think you know someone, but the reality is you dont kaaan?

sad isnt it.

sleeeeep

2009-12-23T09:18:00.008+08:00

high school is way over like a month ago. two weeks has passed since SPM ended. i am dead clueless. what to do now? according to my post-SPM list, i've had my sleepovers, outings, prom shoppings, and driving license seminars. heck even prom is over! hartamas's was cool la, and aman's was fun :) something new to mee in many ways. haha. now im flat broke, pennyless. i guess the next outing will be in 2010. i still want a rematch of foosball with fai. FAI, you hear this?! ;D and also a game of futsaal with them softball fellas. and lets go bowling and ice-skating and movie marathons! what happened to hindi marathons yo? ANEEEL!! when will i ever get to spend a night at your crib? D: btw sleepover at E's was super duper the bestest sleepover i had like EVER! MUN left for aussie. im going back to mummy's hometown on the 30th and coming back on the 4th. looks like im spending new years there:) though i would like it if i get to spend new years with ma friends here. i hate to admit it but im already missing them. esp me classmates and rempits :( oh oh and i lalala looove NE's guitar hero! though i keep failing (esp that one song after 7 attempts), but imma gonna crash her crib and practice/play with NE and AMAAL :D i want one too! life sucks -.- btw i need a guitar sensei or piano sensei :) teach me how to play pinano and guitar! onegaishimasu! omg my jap is like super rustyy. gotta learn the language back -.- and and im intersted to learn korean and french and mandarin. who wants to teach mee? :D oh i opened a facebook account! are you not proud of mee? :D im such a noob yo. i now have three months of days off. dont know im gonna kill that time but now i am off to finish stuffs on my lists :D thats is if only i had samson with mee -.- AMAAAL! i want samson baack!! oh oh and im trying to get a friend for fred :D

to many things,

WHYY???!!

spacebar

2009-08-16T21:44:00.002+08:00

imagine yourself in a stupid dream and realizing you waking up, crying.

what does it say?

hey, whats up doc?

2009-08-05T12:33:00.006+08:00

NGAAA!

curses to the allergy that made me want to scratch myself to death!

At first, ironail says 2PM are growing on me. imagine taecyeon popping out of your head and starts rapping, nickhun comes out of nowhere dancing like whatever.

-.-

but noo, the other members had to come. now i have the whole gang of 2PM.

=.=

alrighty. i am now talking nonsense.

did you know?

that the prefect install this year was totally awesome? like seriously! but then it came. so yea. nevertheless history was made no? like kabinng! kaboom! dot dot dot. and i would say that our form 5 perfomance was like totally wicked don't ya think? like cheers for us for a kababoom! performance. i would say imma pleased with the vp that caused me to stay up all night. and i am proud to say that a few people shed some tears. like total success! :DD

hey you!

to people i know going to uknowwhere, imma jealous of you but! take care being knowwehere for there shall be big crowds and if you see my new growing friend, say hi :D

on the other hand,

fred, samson and i are having a blast! ngahahahah

oh dear,

school's is out till tuesday due to the flu and virus in the air. get well soon sick people!

i made my peace.

takpe, i'll just meet them at pyramid later!

hahahaha

pot meets fredrick pierre stone :)

2009-07-25T22:20:00.010+08:00

samson has a new friend! :D

*thank you mummy!

270609

2009-06-29T18:29:00.010+08:00

seventeen years have passed by since 27.06.1992. the child that was born is a girl!

27.06.2009

salwa had the best birthday ever! (:

0000 hours

salwa wished herself happy birthday :)

i stayed up at least till 2 watching 2PM on youtube:D had a few wishes then by a few people. saturday school was as usual, many were absent. so no surprise there. recess was like any other recess except with a birthday song :) it was a bonus that i was off duty. i would say that it was a waste coming to school since it was free period the whole day but... naaah.i got a birthday wishes so.. HAPPY!(*insert peace)

after school original plan:

go to auntie saidah's son's engagement/wedding, go home, go gombak, go to musical, sleep.

instead i went home, went to gombak to send my baju raya (and grad) since mummy said the event is starting late. ma bajus' are now in the making:D thats when it all happened. ngahaha.

and soo in the car:

m: eh tek, beli your cake la dulu.

p : hmm.okay! :D

*toot tat toot*

m: sms sape tu?

p: amal

*ring-ring* (mummys phone displays hajar aka amals umi)

m: ya ya hajar. ooo. ya ya. okay bye.

*mummys phone went ring-ring again. amals umi again*

m: ya yea hajar. eh tell them the cake is on me.

*wondering like heh? shes getting a cake for the event too?

*toot tat toot*

m: sape lagi duk sms tu?

p: amaal.

m: -.- ala bg tau la die kejap lg sampai.

*salwa suspects something!*

* toot tat toot to amal: kantoi*

m: secret recipe kat sini mana?

p: dh lps -.-

m: oo. habis tu beli cake kat wondermilk la.

p: tp kat wondermilk x de cake. cupcake sume.

m: laa ye ke? hmm. x pe la. wondermilk je la.

(infront of wondermilk)

m: tunggu dlm kereta.nnt i pilihkan.

p: okayy

(comes out of wondermilk)

m: you pilih la. i x pandai. i dh bayar dah. org tu tgh tunggu.you pilih je.

*panicking*

p: eh maa! i lagi la x reti! . . . fine!

*thinking: alaa scary la kene pilih sendiri D:*

opens the door looking at the counter. otw walking there turned around. saw 12 familiar people senyum kambing. kaboom!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY POT!

a few moments later 2 more people came:)

(okay fine maybe its not the exact convorsation but close enough)

thank you! it was

seriously awesome!

i would say/elaborate more, but i figured that no one would understand.

and plus no one even reads this soo it is easy to say malas laa.haha

but! nevertheless, you people made my day like baboom!

*later that evening, was the musical. the play was awesome!! :D

bonjour?

2009-06-19T22:48:00.007+08:00

hey hey hey!!

can i say OMG? hee. seriously the AFS interview on wednesday morning was all fun! like meeting new peeps and playing fun games:)) especially fruit basket and 'honey, do you love me?' :D i cant stop smiling! :) ish! loving and hating the sitch at the same time (?) i mean.. you know. no you don't. nevermind (:

i lala love samson jr!

*may you rest in peace samson :(

mr europians, you humans totally rock! (esp mr B and mr T)

why have i not seen you before?!

i want to meet mr french fella (again) (:

soohappy!(:

too bad. i changed._.

*honey, do you love me? if you do please smile.

i lub you mr!

2009-06-10T20:01:00.007+08:00

doi doi doi.

you know what, with whats happening around me,i should feel lucky. with that la, this la.but then again, i'm soo bored!

HAH!

friends and peeps: lets meet.two weeks of alone hols are boring.i'd rather see your faces everyday:)

ppoi.crash crash.burn! hmm.so so. sports day: fun. softball tournament: awesome. IU Days: we'll see. mid-year: suck-ish? teachers day: hehe. supercamp? well...its different than what i thought it would be but i enjoyed the game that we played kan saidah? hehe.

mr TOP, mr c.jonghun, and mr PI!, sangat comel!!omgee should totally watch 19 trailer.hee :D eh? oh? yea! if you havent noticed, i totally changed kan? haha. seriously, if you put those three misters infront of me, i'll turn into them fangirls and go "KYAA!!KYAA!!KYAA!!" too bad la if you dont like it but.. if you wanna blame someone, blame it on the people around me. hee. itu la akibat meluangkan masa dengan mereka kan? too bad they rock but be not rock-ish at the same time. i lub ya guys! i miss samson! his mouth/lip/ears keep changing. i wanna own something like this for ma ears.care to get me one? :D

(loving the headphones! CL's and especially the pink orange one ;D *hint hint)

hee~

lets enjoy what we have while we still can:)

hey hey hey hey hey!

2009-06-10T19:08:00.006+08:00

boosh!

tada!

haha.i updated.wow.hmm.now what?hee~

kehadapan munira,

sanggup kamu meninggalkan saya keseorangan di you know where.sedih saya.tetapi saya tahu kamu lebih sedih daripada saya kan?

haha

munira i soo have to crash your crib someday,sometime,somehow no?

oh, heres something thats reminds me of munira no?

"dopey" hehe.a tattoo on snow white from shrek the third. XD

2nel(ainil)! look!look!lookie here!

your kind;)

hehe.sama kan?

hey!so much for crashing peoples crib la kan?or even study.study pun like a wincy bit.ish!come on 2nel!when can i crash ur crib? hee.

lets hunt for stuff that reminds you of the rempits yow!

what up homeys!

so bosan.i need something funky, new, and interesting to play/fiddle with.books not counted -.-homeworks arent touched.DEI!

mr postman said

2009-03-17T13:57:00.007+08:00

heck yeah man!!

i freaking passed!

estatic beyond words!! XD

*will update later!

so so so.i passed ma JLPT level 4 exam yow! 334/400

boleh la tu:)

imma happy and satisfied

kinda like showing off if you think? too bad. i wanna have ma momento

now imma got the interview letter from AFS. sangat sangat bersyukur:) a chance to join an exchange program :D lets go together yeah! yeah! yeah? muni?

one day i shall pijak the land of the rising sun!

and i shall master 7 languages! (or maybe just 5?)

ganbatte!

and?

2009-01-30T00:50:00.007+08:00

so much for keeping my blog active. pfft. haha! its already the end of january.omg! sangat pantas! so this is what happened in january:

I celebrated my new year in Manado
I watched Dark Knight on new year for the first time
I was ontime (prefect time) to school for the first day.
I sat next to Dian
I am classmates with Dian, Ainil, Kari, Ateeqah, Fiofa, Syafiqah, Shaf, Han, Dan, etc etc etc (stating the ones sitting near me)
Ainil jatuh longkang
I met Fatimah
I baked a cake for Fai's birthday
I find korean performances lagi gempak than japanese performances. Outfit and special effects.
Happy belated birthday to Fai!
PJK at 1300 hours.FUN! seriously
My sister told me that I was adopted. I hope. No. I know shes lying.
Joined pusat tusyen teliti with muni and ne
Homeworks are a bundle of joy -.-
I joined taekwando(hai-yah!), interact, sofbal, and kelab bahasa
I suck
I miss them
Salem aka minwoo(?) lost his nail.permanently
I am getting lazier and slacking.a lot
I suck
I prefer handan than bbf cos matsujun rocks harder being the F4 leader and acting idiotic.
Won Bin left FT
I learned hangul.a bit
I daydream too much
I squish/ bug my cat when they're sleeping.
I miss music station.
I watch korean shows
I want to tie my hair
Fai is funny
Amira is braces-less
I miss JE
Amal and I like almost the same clothes
I am not wearing my retainers.
I am scared of them
Less than 9 months to SPM! O.O
I find engineering fascinating
Dan and Farah got through for SA Idol
I like learning foreign languages.
Dian is my reminder of things/ telling to do my hw person.
I want to further my studies in Japan
I am considering to study engineering but my physics suck. I have to work on that
I am applying for the student exchange program. again
I like add maths. in a way
I forgot where I kept my money.
I sleep late
I miss curve
Scary!
I hug Frankie Linx Jag to sleep
We had a picnic during recess at the canteen floor
I dont know what's happening in my friends lives
I'm sorry
I just dont care (why?!)
and many many more.

So basicly, I suck, this month. Only? No. Always. But fear not. I hope I can change for the better. Salwa. . . FAITO-OH! FIGHTING! GANBATTE!

let's go!!

2009-01-03T18:56:00.018+08:00

Madano seronok!! Pelik tapi bergembira ada disana! Ada 17 orang yg mengikuti. Pada mulanya, saya gak tau berapa yang mengikuti. Ada Daddy, Mama, Longi, Ngah, Me, Is, Uncle Anuar, Auntie Ross, Adibah, Mohsin, Uncle Zainal, Auntie Jun, Nisaa, Uncle Khalid, Mr Cikgu (the diver instructor slash aquaintance), Auntie Yanni and Auntie Asfa. [me speaking indonesian slang hancur! XP]

Sunday

I slept at 0030 hours. I woke up 2 hours later. Got myself ready to go to the airport. Left home about 0330 hours. Reached LCCT etc etc etc with necessary processes, blah blah blah. Tada! Sampai the Sam Ratulangi Airport 1100 hours. Went out the doors and there is, sweet smell of tabaco -.- Then headed off to Cocotinos, the place where i stayed. The place is sangat terpencil. As in, airport, road road road, corn field, kelapa , pisang, small house, kampung area, Cocotinos! Checked in the place. The place lawa lawa lawa! No white sandy beaches, just black sand, volcano rocks, and sea. But the place is soo comel!! Its seems that the place is full. The others people who were staying there were Susu and Jodi (a couple from Spain, I think), 2 mat salleh couples, a japanese couple, a family of chinese Americans (the parents, the two sons *coughikemencough* and the daughter). Headed to my room. I WHOAed the whole time. Since I stayed with my two sisters, we got to stay in a suite (hehe). Seriously awesome gile!! Our room had tv!(compared to my daddy's room, they didnt have one). Appparently our room was more spacious(?) than other people's some people lepaked there most of the time. Cleaned up, had the awal tahun prayers beramai-ramai and had lunch. The food was oishii!! Lepaked at the jeti near the eating place. They provided some tradisional games. I played the kite! The kite flew for like 15 seconds, then the wind stopped -.- so I ran.hahaha.run run run dah malam. Dinner! I dont remember what i ate but sedap sedap:D And they had WIFI!! Like whoa!! Canggih! Amin I brought Jr along. I love you Jr!! Amazingly, I slept at 2200 hours every night I stayed there. Obviously watched some movies and tv before I slept. So i watched Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging then sleep. Seriously, cerita tu merepek. Mmg wth. haha.ZZZ

Monday

cookadoodledoo! breakfast breakfast at 0700 hours. Pakai sunblock, off to the sea, laut, umi!! At first I wanted to scuba dive, but nahh. Everyone who went scuba diving were already advance people and I'll just be a newbie. So gak apa. Saya pergi sama kawan aja nanti *hint*hint hehe. So I went flipper trying or what uncle khalid would say kaki itik. Off we go!! (0800 hours) We took Sabina away to Siladen Island.poof poof poof. The engine died in the middle of the sea! noo!! We waited for the engine to revive from the dead for about an hour. Still dead. Dah la gak ada angin. It was soo 'cold' -.- Soo we terjun dalam laut. *splash! With life jacket of course. Safety first. The water sangat bitter?no. sour?no. Salty la kan. In the water, we can barely see anything. Just seawater. It was too deep of course we cant see anything. But i dont doubt that there were sharks down there. Cos there were. Not that I can see them. Small boat to the rescue! I went up feeling seasick. Weird no? I knew i had to mun so I did.haha (just once fyi then i didnt mun anymore for the rest of the time being in Manado) Still dead -.- another boat to the rescue! They just took the divers and left the dolphines on the boat. wait wait Fei Fei to the rescue! Its the family's boat (referring to the chinese american). We, the dolphines menyibuk at their boat. Thank you!:) Then we reached Siladen. Snorkle snorkling. The water was suder duper clear and we swam at the shallow place meaning, you can touch the corals if you want to but you cant. Seriously the life under the sea hebat gile the creation. Cant express it properly I mean. I saw all the life from Finding Nemo, saw sea eels, other fishys i dont know their name and they bit me when I fed then biscuit. Sangat comel they gigit! I saw the divers! Cool gile!! and their equipment, AWESOME! haha best main ngan the bubbles coming from the divers. Naik Fei Fei, then we transferred to Sabina back now that shes alive. Then went to Bunaken Island. Divers went down and only mohsin, adibah, mummy, auntie asfa and I went snorkling with two other instructors. Other dolphins were poofed. this time it was deeper, more trench-y and the floor were bertingkat-like. I saw more pretty and colourful fishys and there was the fishy with lion like face(?) No words. It was tiring cos we swam from the slightly away from shore to the middle of the sea. Boarded Sabina then it started raining. I was wet, the cold wind, plus rain, freezing! Though we still went to the other side of Bunaken. I stayed in the boat then. Scary! Too many jellyfishys! I think it was their field. Anyway, adibah got stung by the small one. One big line across her arm. It rained heavier. Seriously. Sejuk gile!! I warmed myself up by wrapping myself with wet towel (haha) while singing. Cleaned up,ate dinner with dabu-dabu,played with Jr, watched Mummy3 halfway,slept halfway.ZZZzzz

Tuesday

wakey wakey! Today was supposed to be snorkling day again, but instead, the ladies, Ismail, Mohsin and I went for a tour around the city. We were guided by Norfi and Celli. The city was an hour away.Sangat jauh. so in the car, we listed to indonesian bands. Theres this song which is soo jiwang and funny!hahaha. We walked, we bought some stuff, and ate good food. Red Snapper bakar oishii! Then we went to this tiki shop. The walls were full of heads and tiki stuff made out of wood and coconut.Cool, freaky and scary! bla bla bla.nothing much, pulang ke hotel. Checked out their gift shop/ library (?) They had Stephanie Mayer, JK Rowling, Stephen King, magazines and many many more story books. They also had japanese story books and something. Guess its for their japanese guests. Oh they had a diving instructor named Miki. She's part japanese or something and speaks japanese.haha. Random. Swim swim.Cleaned up, ate dinner, watched sisterhood of travelling pants and slept.

Wednesday

New Year's Eve. I spent the last day of 2008 by swimming with the fisheys! This time we went nearby.just a few km off the shore. So the water wasnt that clear. But still, FISHEYS! too bad that the sea wasnt 'tenang'. Every 10 seconds I swollowed sea water. Seriously, there the sea water is salty-er! Plus since the water was bergelora,strong,pasang, I almost got drifted by the sea.dangerous. There was a lot of dead corals. Not the alive ones. I was touching the blue starfish. It was dead. So stiff. Nothing much. Then it felt as if something bit me. Moved on, then more jellyfisheys! Scary! At first I thought it was only the small loner one. Then, swim swim, boo! 6-7 jellyfisheys infront of me. *screaming. Panicked. Swim swim,paddle paddle,swim okay safe.Got paranoid for every speck in the water. Then *scream another 5. Scary! I swam straight for the boat. Not swimming anymore in that area. Chilled on top of the roof, fell asleep and got sunburned -.- Went back for lunch. During lunch, there was this song. The lyrics were:

' You are an a**w****, your sister/brothter broke my heart, so she/he is an a**w****, I heard your wife is an a**w****, . . . .'

And the song goes on and on and on about a**w****.seriously tak ada motif. It's a funny song when you hear it. Then the rest of the day was free and easy. New Year's dinner. Went down and saw the staff arranging the barbeque set for the night. Seafood bakar!! There was cumi-cumi, prawn, salad, red snapper! and babi putar. Well they bought the pork from outside. Not that I ate it. DUH! The food was awesome. After dinner, people started dancing. Imagine seeing an uncle dancing to beyonce and shakira in a coconut bra. *coughunclekhalidcough* Sick and wrong! So I ran to the pool.played with Jr, looked at the stars and chatted with Amira.haha. Seriously you can see the whole universe from there. There were like a trillion visible stars. So pretty! No need for fireworks. Got bored and watched POTC.waited waited for new year.before new year: ZZZ
Thursday

Happy New Year!!

So this morning, I woke up at 6 plus plus. Went down for breakfast at 7am. I was done by 7.30am. Went back to the room, my sisters were watching dark knight. Well duh I joined them. For the first time I watched dark knight.Sad kan? The movie ended at 9 plus plus. Still early. Bosaaann~ So main ngan Jr till 12+ + went to the city tour. Again. Nothing much. Ate nasi padang though. Not bad la. Reached cocotinos at 6+ + and it was already dark. They were watching eagle eye. Then dinner then Taken. Best the movie. It ganas but so true. haha. Packing packing for tomorow cos I'm going back to Malaysia! Seriously. Bosan gile the first day of 2009. So much for having more adventure and fun -__-

Friday

I'm done with the packing, the eating breakfast, and the movie marathon. So PULANG ke tanah air! Surprisingly most of the cocotinos guest checked out that day. Copy cat. Dah la naik the same flight. Copy cow! muahaha. On the plane, lapar gile! Dah la x makan lunch, and its a 3-4 hour flight. And the food ran out. NO!! hancur harapan ngah makan maggi.haha. Landed safely at LCCT. And went home see all the kitty's and fisheys at home.

CONCLUSION:

they eat kittys and doggys O.O
they have awesome corals
THE dabu-dabu sedap!! XD
they dont have beach.not clean pretty ones at least(volcano area)
I love the starry nights
I slept early most of the night. by 10?
I touched a dead star fish
my room was awesome!!

*lets move there or build a house like that.

goodbye 2008, hello 2009!

2008-12-27T23:50:00.004+08:00

moshi moshi.
Well its quite early to be posting this but it'll be my last time of getting to a computer in the the year 2008. Lets see.. many memorable things happened this year. Such as, . . . Tah la. I can't think of one right now. But I know these things had an effect on me somehow. HA! I know. One of them is the time the whole class were reading the Twilight saga. ALL 28. haha. Not exactly fun or whatever but it was remembered somehow. Then theres the paper game that Amira, Sofeya, Chai Wei and I had played everyday. hahaha.Best gile!!! Picking who is who. LOL. I'm gonna miss that :( Jom main next year!XD Then theres the interview for the trip to Japan thing.OMG!!! That interviewer O.O I am soo gonna apply again next year no matter what. Actually theres alot more. But I just need to sleep since I'm going in 2 hours. Whatever it is, thank you people for being in my life directly or indirectly! and sorry if i hurt anyone in anyway :) Lets have a funner and better year in 2009. Kanpai!

p/s: Happy New Year!! hehe lets have fun in 5SB!

i miss my friends!!jom kita jumpa di sekolah! :D

salwa got married!!

2008-12-26T01:43:00.013+08:00

Holidays are fun! -.- I went to S'pore last week not knowing the purpose. Turns out Salwa is getting married to someone named Rahmat! hahaha. Not me. Just someone I know whose name is also Salwa. So kendurinya sangat meriah. Ada nasi minyak etc etc. The brides family semagat gile nak masak for the day. Like whoa! So the food were all homecooked. Sangat tradisional :D Sedapp. The night before, I went to night safari. YEAY!! The safari animals sangat comel!!! Especially the otto. The wolf pun comel. Macam nak 'piggyback ride' je the wolf. haha. Mati la. The lights in S'pore hebat gile. Kat Orchard Road berwarna-warni. Somehow this year the theme there generally was Disney cartoons or animation. Cool. But freaky. Imagine seeing Mickey Mouse and the gang about 7 feet tall glowing. haha. Scary. The sales were not so great. I didnt spend more than $30. Betul. Plus I didnt really have the time since I only went the for 2 days. If there are some people who are expecting something from me from S'pore. Soo sorry! gomenne! maaf! I shall try to look something up in Madano :)

Congratulations to the happy couple Salwa & Rahmat!!

Shazalea aka shasha

couldnt resist. matanya sgt bulat!!

p/s: O-kairi Muni and Ngah!!

hello.

2008-12-25T01:48:00.003+08:00

tadaa-

I now own a blog. My first blog. Took me long enough. Semua orang dah buat lama dah and I'm just starting now. Sounds pathetic -.- Oh well. At least I now own one. Thought doing this on the 31st but I won't be here then, so i'll just do this now. Let's see how this goes:)

p/s:my name is salwa

Oh, and since its the 25th of dec,

Selamat Hari Natal or Merry Christmas!

ho.ho.ho